Life Will Hit You

I realized that life is a maze really a tornado for a lot of people and some times life hits you with a lot of curve balls where you feel like there is no way out, some times it gets so hard and no matter how hard you try you just keep getting hit again and again where you feel like it wont stop. I am sure a lot of people have had a blow that hit so hard where you just stop and put your head down and just close your eyes and some how your tears wont come all the way out, because you have felt the pain on your journey and it has harden you so much that you realize that every situation in your life has lead you to the toughest spot in your life, maybe right before you are about to finally turn your life around and you just stop and say no not today i wont fall victim to this situation; i have done this one to many times and i wont not again, and actually believe it and put those words in to action. Man this feeling is new for me because I realized how much I have grown over the years how I have let situation's rob me of my sleep for way to long. I recently wrote about my life and started embracing all of my emotions from it no matter what time or day, because I truly believed it would help me in the long run and it really did. Now i will not crumble to any thing this world throws at me, there is a difference to want to get to that place and there is a difference when you experience it. When you get there you will see your whole perspective has changed and for the better, the feeling is so new you wont know how to really think about it at first, at least when it happend to me i kind of said whoa in disbelief, but its real or it gets real when your perspective changes and you notice it when it happens, at that moment i think you wont ever forget it. This is when you know the work you have been putting in has finally arrived and where you go from there is completely up to you. There is something else you will just stop complaining and find solutions to that problem or problems and just get it done.You my friend are a amazing and strong individual and you should be proud of your self like i cant say that enough. I realized that where i am at in my life right now I wouldn't have been prepared enough to take on what I am now. I needed those hard times and crazy situations to mentally and physical get me to a place where I wouldn't doubt my self or have fear or think I could not do what I knew was set for me.